Age sevenish; saw Vaikuntha planets floating in my bedrom as bluish orbs with people in them
age eightish; imagined i had ability to make a rotating sign turn in the direction i chose from a distance
age nineish; Saw horrid face floating in front of me, another time had bed sheet forcibley pulled away by invisible being with some strength.
age 12; saw bizarre orange globe of light on Hallowe'en night, not just me, but two other boys at the same time
age 13 ish; repeated experience of displacement from world, disconnection and loss of reasoning faculty. Had to struggle to resist what felt like an occupation. Phobia re juxtaposition of small item, like molecule and ocean, and mind-bogling effect of said contemplation, led to extreme anxiety, and sometimes that blossomed into the temporary what felt like being displaced from the body. Not all all fun, horrible and extremely scary, i can ermember it well now, and it kinda feels very one-side-of the brain shutting down, or i don't know what, to this day, and i studied abnormal and normal psychology, anthropology, physiological psychology, kinesiology and physiology, as well as occult readings, to grad level at university in later years.
age 17; realized i was not the body, had Name of God revealed to me by devotees, saw name of God descend from sky, which firmed up my decision to join the devotees asap.
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