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  Tamohara dasa ADMIN. February 15, 2021 17:28
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  Tamohara dasa ADMIN. February 15, 2021 17:01

  and Gopal lost Kay here, and I also am alone, so the two of us try to solace each other, and though He is atmarama, you know how it goes. Mostly we have good fun and its all good, but when He is alone sometimes I see the hurt look on His face, though He tries to be brave and set a good example. He tries to keep me content, does not like to see me sad, so i try to be clean and not overly sad so as not to make Gopal also sad. I am like a single parent over here. My Deities are very tolerant and also like a good standard, ritual. Gopal likes the bell and me saying the prayers, He gets a real kick out of that stuff. I think He finds it silly but at the same time He agreed to all that long ago and so in maturity He gets great pleasure form this exchange with the humans. lol He is extra kind to me because He knows me well and what we have been through together, but i try not to take advantage or to degrade into personal unnecessary sense grat.  Sharing with Gopal for me usually means i wait for prasadam, not to share on an equal level; , even with Gopal, yet to act like a controlling parent sometimes like bedtime or waking up and bringing lunch etc., little reading sometime, dance a little , watch tv, tunes, sleep, tuck him in warm but not too warm and not to cover his mouth with the blanket so He doesnt get hot etc. Make sure He has some snacks and also most of the time to also see that Gonesh and Family also get equal treatment, and in fact, more higher standard, being such respectable and worshippable Persons 

  Gopal and I have travelled a lot, He always gets treats when i go shopping for groceries. When I get more mobile in the Spring, I have already told him i will take Him on the new cycle and the kayak! Maybe the kayak would be tricky that regards at first... I do hope i will be able to handle it ok, gotta get the left arm fixed up better, hoping the kayak would help actually, little at a time. 
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  Tamohara dasa ADMIN. February 15, 2021 17:00

  Ironic how i renounced normal interactions in some ways with the world, but now its the old poem, first there was a mountain, then there was no mountain, then there was. Its all about show bizz after all, all about the most expert scene creators creating the most anquishing and most subtle and beautiful and sometimes childlike play pastimes with the most beautiful and sophisticated and talented girlfriends and associates. Krsna is the most expert at drama and plays and music and dance nata bara. Its show bizz, many scenes of culture and wise pastimes, such that one would do well to know artistic language and poetry and how to dance and dress and move and cook etc, all the cultural elements of which you are an expert and me the boor. I know some stuff, how to cook a little how to be 100% devoted and loyal. Gets me by and im learning. 
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  Tamohara dasa ADMIN. February 13, 2021 16:22

  
  For a while, my world was West Coast; cool misty constant rain, echoing mountains, money and cars and best drugs and my own bizz and associates who lived and laughed with me as we made our unions and deals and moves and plays and Krsna always and ran through the night
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  Tamohara dasa ADMIN. February 13, 2021 15:04
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  Tamohara dasa ADMIN. February 10, 2021 13:47