Shashikala Devi Dasi Yes I do to remember Srila Gurudeva telling me as well in Rupa Sanatan in his old room on Baladeva Purnima I was bringing a small clay pot full of Caranamrta & a jar of honey & one garland from Balararamji. Send by Mukhunda p head pujari & also diksha sisya of Gururudeva. But Gurudeva stopped me to enter inside the room. "Don't come here .what is this.? I won't take THEY POISONED THEIR PRABHUPADA & THEY WANT TO POISON ME ALSO" Madhava M that time 1998 or 1999 Naveen Brahmacari & Dvija Prabhu were in the room. that was the worst Baladeva Purnima I ever experienced. I almost fainted . crying I told Gurudeva "oh this is so horrible. please bless me that i can leave this world very soon" Gurudeva replied " yes very soon" i m still here but not belonging to their demonic world. He Srila Prabhupada He Gurudeva please always keep us as a dust at your so merciful lotus , our only shelter in this criminal world.
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