As soon as one has actually made a positive surrender, then ever after, one's every action and intent should be to further the desires and services of the disciplic succession as given by the spiritual master. At the end, there is no chance to turn back what one has done, or not done, in that lifetime. Krsna holds the balance, and knows well what was the intent and the works done; not the results so much as, "was this jiva serving Me, or simply enjoying the false ego " ?
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I am in possession of one of the marigold flowers which you see decorating Srila Prabhupada;
As soon as one has actually made a positive surrender, then ever after, one's every action and intent should be to further the desires and services of the disciplic succession as given by the spiritual master. At the end, there is no chance to turn back what one has done, or not done, in that lifetime. Krsna holds the balance, and knows well what was the intent and the works done; not the results so much as, "was this jiva serving Me, or simply enjoying the false ego " ?