(The symptom is that if I would have loved Kṛṣṇa, then without Him I have died long, long ago. I should have died. I am living still without Kṛṣṇa, that means I do not love Kṛṣṇa." This is mahā-bhāgavata-bhāva, separation.) 
"Just like Rādhārāṇī. Rādhārāṇī always feels that "I do not know how to love Kṛṣṇa. Oh, he . . . here is a gopī. How she loves Kṛṣṇa." That is Her . . . this is called mahā-bhāva. So we should not imitate Rādhārāṇī. Caitanya Mahāprabhu . . . just like Caitanya Mahāprabhu, He's the symbol of Rādhārāṇī's mahā-bhāva. He says that "I do not love Kṛṣṇa. I do not know how to love Kṛṣṇa."
Then if you . . . somebody, if somebody says: "Then why You are crying?" "Well, that is a show. I am making a show. I am crying." Then what is the symptom? "The symptom is that if I would have loved Kṛṣṇa, then without Him I have died long, long ago. I should have died. I am living still without Kṛṣṇa, that means I do not love Kṛṣṇa." This is mahā-bhāgavata-bhāva, separation."
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