You may already have attained perfection! What do you feel when you see Baby Gopal, smiling, so small and helpless, or Radha and Krsna together, so attached to each other and so cute? Are they dear to you, like family even, more dear than life itself? Then you have love of God ! Now, just try to do as much services as works, do not worry, from here on in, it's all good ! It can only get better, but water the tree of devotion with regular chanting, prasadam etc.
Don't buy all this worry about endless offenses and being a fallen rascal, so much. Just avoid sins. The bogus gooroos use this mentality to make you subserviant to them, to make you feel guilty or fallen, and then to pretend they will save you from yourself, because they are as good as Godhead. Only Lord Caitanya and Associates and a bonafide Sri Guru, Srila Prabhupada can do anyone any good; certainly not those in line from unauthorized fools who poisoned Prabhupada. If you make advancement in bhakti, it is because of Srila Prabhupada and Krsna, DESPITE the attempts to capture you by the Djewgooroos.
Beware bogus unauthorized ritviks, they are there also. If one is a bonafide duly initiated twice disciple of Srila Prabhupad and a temple president or sannyasi, and otherwise a recognized fully initiated representative of the Prabhupada-following Vaisnavas locally, then one can do ritvik dikshas on Srila Prabhupada's behalf.
PLEASE START INITIATING MANY MANY NEW DISCIPLES OF SRILA PRABHUPADA. HE SAID HE WOULD HAVE MANY MILLIONS OF DISCIPLES, AND ARRANGED ACCORDINGLY, SO DO THE RIGHT THING. BE A SIKSHA GURU, TEACH WHAT SRILA PRABHUPADA TAUGHT US AND ASKED US TO EXPAND.

1Jibon Joy
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