So think carefuly on this; are you chanting the pure Names? Have you become deathless and seen Krishna, have you all mystic powers in full, and remembrance of past lives and insite into future events accurately ? No ?? Then you are a cheat and have been cheated also !
Then you have been found unworthy. You have not done enough, or any, pure devotional service !
Think on that, your Beloveds have rejected you, as you are insincere and impure, unworthy.
You have chanted shamefacedly for years and not once uttered Suddha Nama, the Pure Name. What kind of yogi are you? You are not a devotee, just a want-to-be, a neophyte. But you have given it your all for your whole lifetime!
You have been placed on the doorstep outside the kirtana hall and not allowed in to Mahaprabhu's kirtana, you are not pure or worthy.
Krishna and Balarama find you a scary demon, they have sent you here far away, where they don't have to see your envy-smeared shrunken face. You have been kicked out of your Home and